Dawid is doing so well. This week Elder Platter had to say his goodbyes and then two days later it was an introduction for Elder Jackson. Dawid is seriously thinking about how a mission fits into his plans. When we met with him he prayed for the members in the branch, he is now officially a part of things. He is going to Italy for Christmas but when we comes back he will receive the Aaronic priesthood. He is ready to have some responsibility and part in the branch, it is incredible to to see. He has become a good friend as well, just yesterday we were having a pretty deep conversation about the future. I'm grateful for my time in Gdańsk.
This past week was a lot of fun! I went to Warsaw and spent the night with Elder Garrett and a few other trainers. It was a ton of fun to be back in Warsaw - being there for one night and at Christmas almost felt like a little vacation. There was a lot of excitment and energy on Wednesday as we had the trainer meeting and then went to the mission home and were paired up. I love pointing at the map announcing where we will be serving and then have President Edgren call one of the new missionaries. Elder Jackson is here with me now. He is fresh out of high school (so like me a year ago) and is excited to be in Poland. He is out going and willing to talk with people, he is a lot of fun and I love introducing him to all of the new joys of being a Poland Warsaw missionary.http://www.mormon.org/pol/
LAST WEEK'S LETTER: Dawid's Baptism and the importance of apologizing and forgiving
Well my weeks as a missionary are always full of exciting events such as a movie night after English class (airing the restoration movie complete with popcorn and drinks) or attending an Australian presentation Sister Grgich did at a local library. There are unique opportunities and experiences, I will focus on the highlights:
First things first Dawid's baptism and confirmation. Saturday morning we wake up and get ready. We met at the Dwór Prawdzica, a Renaissance themed hotel, by the sea for the baptismal service and ordinance (meaning the meeting as well as the baptism itself). Most of the branch was present, President and Sister Edgren drove up, one of the sisters investigators, and then Dawid and his friends Arek and Kuba (who we have met a couple of times). As I took Dawid to get changed into white he was telling me how nervous he was feeling but excited too because he knew he was starting his journey as a disciple of Christ. I was thankful to be there to help support and encourage him before the meeting began. Things ran promptly and smoothly. I gave a brief talk about baptism and Elder Platter shared a short talk about the Holy Ghost. The pool was neck height so when President Kempa (the branch president) baptized it wasn't difficult for Dawid to be fully immersed. He walked out and I handed him his towel, he took me aside and said that he felt something when he was in the water. After they changed and returned to the hall we met in Dawid shared his testimony. He relayed his experience when a priest once mentioned that we are all in search of the path to Christ. Dawid knew that was true, that he was searching and now that he has found it. He understands that this is the first step, not the last. He has had trials, temptation, and adversity along the way but he has deepened faith in Christ, overcame smoking and repented of past sins, was baptized and then confirmed. In church yesterday during the confirmation blessing Dawid was promised that by his example he would help others come unto Christ. He is an incredible example to me and to us all. It's always a reminder to me how quick and simple baptisms are -especially the time in the water. It is a beginning, the start of service, self-improvement, and becoming like Christ. It was a blessed experience.
My birthday was another highlight. We spent the afternoon going to lunch with the Sisters and then planning for the baptism. In the evening I was surprised by Dawid and Elder Platter with a party at Dawid's (consisting of the three of us). Dawid made his "famous spaghetti" and they got me a Gdańsk souvenir I've been wanting. It was a such fun day, I was surrounded by thoughtful friends. Many messages and notes made my day all the better.
Transfer calls were this past Saturday, unlike usual we got them live, in person at the baptism. I will be staying here in Gdańsk training for a second time. I felt it coming, that being said my focus has been so involved in the baptism that I haven't thought about the upcoming transfer yet. The past couple of days it's been sinking in and I am trying to gear myself up. I get to welcome another missionary to Poland: introduce them to the food, the people, the work. The beginning of my mission seems an eternity ago, I have gone through so much and so many changes. I will be at the same point in my mission that Elder Godwin was when he trained me. Pretty fun.
My last thought for now... This last weekend was incredible but the week leading up to it was one of the hardest of my mission. To put it simply there was drama and I assert that contention is one of the most toxic influences in the world. The anxiety and stress I had, the physical discomfort so tangible - I don't want it in my life. I am still working on softening my heart to forgive but there was a miracle amongst it all. On Sunday morning I approached the person that we had experienced difficulty with. It was just the two of us and I asked if I could say something. I simply said that I wanted to apologize. I didn't try to explain every little misunderstanding. It can be hard, so hard - pride gets in the way and I didn't want to admit I had something to be sorry for (because of course from each of our views we were the victim - as it always is) but my heart was blessed with sincerity as I spoke. I simply shared the feelings and lack of peace that had filled me week and how I was sorry for my part in it. I didn't lie or say what I thought the other person wanted, I spoke from my heart. The immediate peace and Spirit that I had lacked but hoped for in the past week flooded over me. Apologizing is so important, it is freeing - as I apologized I began to forgive as well. At times when thoughts enter my head my heart hardens and its beat quickens with anger but when we are sincere and apologize Heavenly Father comes in and fills our heart with the love we lack. If we want to forgive others, show them love - just as we can't hide from Heavenly Father in sin he knows our hearts in when we are found in innocence even when others don't see it. By promptings from the Holy Ghost we can know what to do and where we stand before our Father in Heaven.
Enjoy the Christmas season :) Thanks to Christ light and peace are possible in our life in overcoming darkness and confusion.
Wesołych Świąt,
Starszy Kimball